I strongly hope you never see this. I hope you never know how strongly I feel about you. Our stupid, stupid 1 am conversations that mean nothing at all yet everything at once. I hope you never find out how many hours I sat and thought about you. How often I worried I’m not good enough. How many songs, you’re the first thing that comes to mind. How I miss you, even while you’re right beside me. But man, oh man, you have a smile bright enough to light up a room, but the words able to send knives through my heart.